Denial, anger, bargaining, depression, acceptance: that's the normal order.
The order I've been working through: acceptance, denial, depression.
I suppose I should have known something was wrong when the acceptance came so easily. Damn you, acceptance! Why couldn't you have just come in due time?
I don't plan on hitting bargaining. I guess there is still a chance for anger, but probably not. I'll just hang out in depression for a while and probably swing between it and denial for a while longer. Yes, I realize it's not healthy, but obviously neither am I since I wasn't born with diabetes but now I gots it.
I realize my posts are usually about judging others...today I'm just judging myself. I know it's pathetic, but I don't care. Hopefully this drawing brings you some levity after this depressing and me-centric post. Don't cry for me, Argentina. I'll figure it out...probably.
The carbs I love, hate, and miss: bread, raspberry milkshake, mini-brownies, pasta, pizza, fries, fruit, orange juice (with pulp), and cranberry/vodkas.
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